disillusion -2010-
dareka wo ate ni shitemo motomeru mono ja nai no dakara
misekake no jibun wa sotto sutete tada ari no mama de
yume ni miteita ano hi no kage ni todokanai sakebi
asu no jibun wa nante egaitemo kienai negai ni nureru
kobore ochiru kakera wo tsukamu sono te de
yureru kokoro kakaete tobikondeike yoru he
dareka wo ate ni shitemo motomeru mono ja nai no dakara
hontou no jibun wa koko ni iru tte me wo tojitenaide
kaze ni makarete GARAKUTA jimita natsukashii egao
asu no jibun nara nante inottemo toozakaru kotae wa kasumu
kogoesou na karada to hitohira no omoi
kuchihateru sono mae ni tobikoeteike yoru wo
dareka wo ate ni shitemo motomeru mono ja nai no dakara
hontou no jibun wa koko ni iru tte me wo tojitenaide
dareka no tame ni ikite kono toki ga subete de ii deshou
misekake no jibun wa sotto sutete tada ari no mama de
disillusion -2010-
If you rely on someone else, you won't find the thing that you seek
Softly cast aside your false self and be only as you are
The dream that I had in the shadow of that day was of cries that did not reach
However I paint myself tomorrow will be soaked in a wish that won't disappear
Catch hold of the shards that spill over
Carry your wavering heart and plunge into the night
If you rely on someone else, you won't find the thing that you seek
"Your true self is here," so don't close your eyes to it
The wind winds around a nostalgic smile that looks like rubbish
No matter how I pray tomorrow, the distant answers grow hazy
Before this frozen body, with a single slice of a memory,
Falls to decay, plunge into the night
If you rely on someone else, you won't find the thing that you seek
"Your true self is here," so don't close your eyes to it
Living for the sake of someone else, in this moment everything is fine
Softly cast aside your false self and only be as you are
disillusion -2010-
誰かを当てにしても 求めるものじゃないのだから
見せかけの自分はそっと捨てて ただ在りのままで
夢に見ていた あの日の影に 届かない叫び
明日の自分は なんて描いても 消えない願いに濡れる
こぼれ落ちる欠片を 掴むその手で
揺れる心抱えて 飛び込んでいけ夜へ
誰かを当てにしても 求めるものじゃないのだから
本当の自分はここにいるって 目を閉じてないで
風にまかれて ガラクタじみた 懐かしい笑顔
明日の自分なら なんて祈っても 遠ざかる解答（こたえ）は霞む
凍えそうな躯（からだ）と 一片（ひとひら）の想い
朽ち果てるその前に 飛び超えていけ夜を
誰かを当てにしても 求めるものじゃないのだから
本当の自分はここにいるって 目を閉じてないで
誰かの為に生きて この一瞬（とき）が全てでいいでしょう
見せかけの自分はそっと捨てて ただ在りのままで
From Fate/stay night