graybee
"tatakatte ayamatte kuttsuite
hirefusu furi umaku naru
katamatte katayotte zuriochite
haibokukan uri ni suru"
arifureteru kotoba no naka kara
jibun ni chikai hitokoto
mitsuketa kore da mou akita
sute mata sagasu
shitsuyou ni haritsuita MOZAIKU mo itsuka wa
BOROBORO to kuzuresari arawa ni naru kono yo no sujou
mou unzari demo watashi mo sono hitori
nitsumatte nageyatte hirameite
geijutsuka mo konna mono?
kogarete tsuyogatte oitsumete
"namida decchau" nante USO
akujunkan karappo no karada ni
iro toridori no BITAMIN
oginau dame da mou kikanai oku no te mo nai
kotsukotsu to tsumiageta ibitsu na RENGAtachi
BOROBORO to kuzuresari arawa ni naru watashi no sugao
nakeru wakenai
arubeki mono, nain da mono
"ai nante irimasen. motometara nigeru wa."
itta ato hansei mo ichiou wa shite miru kedo nee,
watashi no sei? "iiya sore wa chigau" demo
iji ni nari haguretara shousen wa mina, tanin
netsuzou no kurikaeshi kono bunsaki ryoku mo yakimashi?
waraeru kedo sakebitai no amaetai no
graybee
"Fighting, in error, adhering to it
A pretense of submission, becoming clever
Being certain, being biased, falling
A sense of defeat goes on sale"
From within these common words
A single word is close to me
I discovered it, but I'm already tired of it
Throw it away, then search again
Even the relentlessly clinging mosaic will someday
Completely crumble, the history of this world is revealed
It's already boring, but still I'm alone
Boil it down, throw it aside as it flickers
What sort of thing is an artist?
Yearn for it, bluffing, chase it to the ground
"My tears just came out" is such a lie
A vicious circle within my empty body
Multicolored vitamins
Supplementing does no good, thre's no effect, there's nothing within my hand
The steadily piled up oval bricks
Completely crumble, my honest face is revealed
There's no reason for crying
Because there are no ideals
"I don't need things like love. If I'm pursued, I'll run away."
After saying that, I'll try tentatively
Hey, is it my fault? "No, that's not it" But
I'm obstinate, if I get lost after all, everyone is a stranger
The repetition of falsehoods, do I have the power to reprint the analysis?
I laugh, but I want to scream; I want to behave like a spoiled child
graybee
「たたカッテ アヤマッテ くっついテ
平伏スふり 上手くなる
カタマッテ カタヨッテ ズリ落ちテ
敗北感 売りにスル」
ありふれてる 言葉の中から
自分に近い一言
見つけた これだ もう飽きた
捨て また探す
執拗に張り付いた モザイクもいつかは
ボロボロと崩れさり 露わになるこの世の素性
もううんざり でも私もその一人
煮詰まって 投げやって 閃いて
芸術家もこんなもの？
焦がれて 強がって 追い詰めて
「涙でちゃう」なんてうソ
悪循環 空っぽの体内(カラダ)に
色とりどりの栄養剤(ビタミン)
補う だめだ もう効かない 奥の手もない
こつこつと積み上げた いびつなレンガたち
ボロボロと崩れさり 露わになる私の素顔
泣けるわけない
あるべきもの、ないんだもの
「愛なんて要りません。求めたら逃げるわ。」
言ったあと反省も一応はしてみるけど ねぇ、
私のせい？「いいやそれは違う」でも
意地になりはぐれたら 所詮は皆、他人
捏造の繰り返し この分析力も焼き増し？
笑えるけど 叫びたいの 甘えたいの